Not A Lot I Want.

i don't wana watch a movie
i don't wana play a game
not a soul i wana call
a hard on is not my aim
what i want is not a lot
see some people
maybe share a thought
flowing wisdom aint needed
random bullshit shud suffice
even words not required though
i shul feel the conversation
when i shut my eyes
gimmi a chance to read a face
i might be gud at it, who knows
let me have few in me
and myself in many other shells
let me see what your mind shows
no give and take here
not asking for a hand
i don't even need to know you
forget being your friend
you just be you
and let me be me
let the world be what it is
let it all be fluid
as we deluge for eternity
i wana question
what's in the knowing
thereby seeking an answer
thus trying to know
i'll fall prey to the challenge itself
with numerous contradictions flowing
but i don't want to know
just be
one with what wants to come along
coz i m tired of getting stuff
from places universes apart
travelling rough roads too long
i want my desires fulfilled
but i dont pray
what's the harm
many wud aptly say
mayb m just too lazy too hazy
too desiring to pray
THEY should take my desires as my prayers
shouldn't THEY?
maybe this is what middle of nowhere is like
there's no world is my sight
no sounds against silence
no dark against light
as i have what i wanted
i yearn now for what i need
i'll be honest about my flaw though
i still want n want more
as grief embraces my greed.