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Friday, May 28, 2010

Kaid.



















tu kaid mein teri kaid hai
mein hun meri kaid mein
kabhi ujaala ghere hai
kabhi andheri kaid mein

kaid hai duniya saari
taraha taraha ki kaid mein
hai aazaadi humaari
bewajah ki kaid mein

kahin kangaali ki kaid
kahin paison ki kaid hai
bade-badon ki kaid hai
aise-vaison ki kaid hai

insaan bilon mein kaid hai
bhagwaan dilon mein kaid hai
raahi kaid hein raahon mein
aur manjeelon mein kaid hein

koi kaid hai bahari duniya mein
koi andar apne kaid hai
kahin sapne kaid baney baithe hein
kahin khud hi sapne kaid hein

aur aazadi saapeksh hai
kaidon ke paimaano mein
jailor-kaidee ek se
aaye-gaye jamaano mein

sukh ki dukh ki kaidon mein
ranj-o-pyaar ki kaidon mein
kaidee bhooley kaidee hona
is sansaar ki kaidon mein

jo sansaar ki kaid taajey hai
moksh ki kaid talaashey hai
kaidon mein kaid dhoondhtey
hum aazaadi ke pyaase hein

kaidon mein ummeed kaidon ki hai
bas kaidon ka janjaal hai
jo samjha voh nihaal
na samjha voh behaal hai

kaidon ka sammohan hai
sammohan ki kaid hai
bas kahey aur kya kehne wala
apne apne mann ki kaid hai

Yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye toh kya hai.


duniya ke aseem anant is sagar mein
brahmaan ki adni si is gagar mein
jab baadhon ka bharosa na koi hai ab
toh naav pohonch saahil bhi jaaye toh kya hai
yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye toh kya hai

duniya bhar ki vaadiyon ki kaamna kyun karun
bageechon mein kaliyon ki gaadiyon ki kaamna kyun karun
jhulasti vadiyon ke kaantein bhare bageechon mein
kahin ek kali khil bhi jaaye toh kya hai
yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye toh kya hai

faulaadi iraadon ka kya fayda
duniyaa badalne ke vaadon ka kya fayda
jab imaan hi doley huein yahan sab ke
toh ek-aadh pahad hil bhi jaaye toh kya hai
yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye toh kya hai

asli toh yeh duniya yun bhi nahin
pata nahi mein asli hun ki nahin
aise mein chamtkaron ka bhi mulya kahan
mom se paththar chil bhi jaaye toh kya hai
yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye toh kya hai

sabhi toh yahan jhoota khaa rahe hein
paavitra raag par alaape jaa rahe hein
toh kuch maukon par daavat chodna theek toh nahi
khana zara sil bhi jaaye toh kya hai
yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye toh kya hai

shreshtam pashu hone ke jashn bade hein
shrishti vijay dhwaj hum liye khade hein
kaafi choohey hein yahan jab mahamaari failaney ko
toh sher dubak bil bhi jaaye toh kya hai
yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye toh kya hai

toh kya hai yahan koi sochta nahi
ichchaon ke aage koi pohonchta nahi
jab jeevn fikr ka paryay ban chuka hai
toh kuch der lag kahin dil bhi jaaye toh kya hai
yeh duniya agar mil bhi jaaye toh kya hai

Go.

show me the pain
the tears if u have
freeze one if you may
the red on your face
always from rage
cry tears of blood
and paint it red
heartless i am not
only if i could see
the pain you've got
words are just words
sounds assigned meanings
i would have been better off deaf
give me real
inherent meanings
be human
don't just act like one.
well you should go.
go.

Not A Lot I Want.

i don't wana watch a movie
i don't wana play a game
not a soul i wana call
a hard on is not my aim
what i want is not a lot
see some people
maybe share a thought
flowing wisdom aint needed
random bullshit shud suffice
even words not required though
i shul feel the conversation
when i shut my eyes
gimmi a chance to read a face
i might be gud at it, who knows
let me have few in me
and myself in many other shells
let me see what your mind shows
no give and take here
not asking for a hand
i don't even need to know you
forget being your friend
you just be you
and let me be me
let the world be what it is
let it all be fluid
as we deluge for eternity
i wana question
what's in the knowing
thereby seeking an answer
thus trying to know
i'll fall prey to the challenge itself
with numerous contradictions flowing
but i don't want to know
just be
one with what wants to come along
coz i m tired of getting stuff
from places universes apart
travelling rough roads too long
i want my desires fulfilled
but i dont pray
what's the harm
many wud aptly say
mayb m just too lazy too hazy
too desiring to pray
THEY should take my desires as my prayers
shouldn't THEY?
maybe this is what middle of nowhere is like
there's no world is my sight
no sounds against silence
no dark against light
as i have what i wanted
i yearn now for what i need
i'll be honest about my flaw though
i still want n want more
as grief embraces my greed.