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Sunday, August 16, 2009

Mein.


aksar log poochte hein
ki tu jo yeh kavitayein likhta hai
kya unmein tera hi aks dikhta hai
kya tujhse bani hein sab
tujhmein se jani hein sab
mein kehta hun
ki kuch prernaon ki lekhi bhi hai
fir duniya dekhi bhi hai
par aaj is rachna mein mein hi mein hun
toh duniya se maafi chahunga
socha khud ko khuredun thoda aaj
toh marham aaj kaafi chahunga
toh chalo rosh raag alaapta hun
khud ko khud se naapta hun
mein bhagta hun
shaam tak bistar todta hun
raat bhar jaagta hun, mein bhagta hun
bhagta hun mein duniya se
ya kahein ki meri iski samajh se
bhagta hun mein mujhe vaaron se bachaane vaale
har ek kavach se
mein jaan se bhagta hun
anjaan ko taakta hun
raat bhar jaagta hun
mein sawalon ko sun
jaawabon se bhagta hun
mein pankhudiyan chura
gulaabon se bhagta hun
is duniya se thak
duniya mein hi bhagta hun
khud mein bhaag
thak ke haanfta hun
mein.
mein mein ban-ne se, tum ban-ne se bhagta hun
mein chanchal, gum-sum ban-ne se bhagta hun
mein kaam se bhaag aalas bant-ta hun
khayalon-khwabon ki fasal kaat-ta hun
mein kabr mein baitha haath taapta hun
kokh mein kaanpta hun
mein niyamon se bhagta hun.
mere sadhu aur shaitan dono ke talwe chat-ta hun
bhagwan ko hal pal danta hun
mein thakta hun, par kahan haarta hun
mein fir bhi bhaagta hun
jaane kyun sooraj tyagta hun
chaand ki bhavnayein bhaanpta hun mein,
bhagta hun mein.

Monday, August 10, 2009

Zindagi O Zindagi.


zindagi o zindagi
tu khushnuma bani hai
ya gamgeen ho gayi hai
ab toh din se raat todti rekha
bhi maheen ho gayi hai
aaj mann mein aya ki
khud ko banate sawalon se jhoojh hi leta hun
aalas-mehnat se thaka, tujhse jawab pooch hi leta hun
toh bata mujhe kya dun tujhe
ki muskuraye fir tera chehra
tujhe bhool khud mein uljha
mano hun mein kisi chamatkar ke liye thehra
kshan ghanton mein, ghante dino, aur din maheeno mein
tabdeel ho rahe hein
aur hum hein ki khud hi ko thanthas bandhate
roz khud hi ke haathon zaleel ho rahe hein
din raat sochte hein ki khaali waqt ki kamna
kaun log karte hein
yahan lamhon ki sena ke raunde jaane se
hum har peher marte hein
lakshya heen is jeevan ka kya abhipray hai
kya yeh hi mera jeevan hai ya uska bas ek adhyay hai?
ek ishara bhar hi dede ki tere liye kya karun
ram banke vanvaas chalun ya rawan ban seeta harun?
tadke subah baitha mein neend se roothi aankhein liye
mere saath yeh atpatey proyog tune kiye toh kyon kiye?
girake chalna sikhana toh halanki kahan mana hai
par bata mujhe kya kabhi aate se bhi genhu bana hai?
itna bhi mat pees ki tujhe mein milun bhi na satane ko
mein hi maun ho gaya toh kise dhoondhegi batiyaney ko
mujhe pata hai ki tu na boli hai na bolegi
kya pata kab tak meri besabri ko ummeed se tolegi
yeh sawa che ki subah bhi acchi hai
yeh hi ban ja na
ya kyun bani padi hai ek khali sapne si
mujhko samjhana
kuch samay nikaal bhi le ab thoda
purane palon ki khatir hi sahi
likh korey panne pe jo mein karun vahi
varna jaa aur reh jo ki tu likhi gayi hai
aur mein tujhmein hi tujhe dhundhta-poochta rahunga
milunga tujhse kismat mein hua toh
varna yun hi kisi din raakh bana kisi nadi mein jaa bahunga.

Aaj Ka Manav.


Sikudte kamre mein apni sikudi duniya liye baitha hun
Ab toh jeevan se mrityu tak, mrit hi dikhayi deta hun
Swayam ko pinjre mein daal, mein apne jaanwar ne nyay nahi karta
Ghira hun khud hi se har pal, par swadhyay nahi karta
Prakrati badalti hai, hrituein badalti hein, mein sirf budhata hun
Kuch aawazein bahar ki andar aati bhi hongi shayad,
Par khud ke hi shor mein kho sa jata hun
Mere liye mein bhi mein hun, aur tum bhi mein, chalti toh poora brahmaan hi mein ho jaata
Sochta hun ki khud ko gyaat hun mein, toh agyaat mein nahi
Varan agyaat bhi mein ho jata
Karan hai, ki kyun maa prithvi ke liye mere saare darwaaze bandh hein
Mere sikudte kamre mein, jiska ki aadi hun mein aisi, mrit koshikaaon, vastu mahan,
Aur har kshan girti meri laash ki voh gandh hai
Hey manu tu dekh tera putr kitna tikshn ban gaya hai
Uske liye maano prakrati ka har chakra tham gaya hai
Manu tu nikla tha bandh baserey chod duniya ki khoj mein
Mujhe dekh, mein maha Ganga ko bhi thappedar botlon mein pee raha hun
Mein aaj ka manav hun manu, aaj ka manav,
Mein duniya ko hi bandh kamron mein jee raha hun.

Maun Raho.


















aam shaam mein hua dhamaka
hakka bakka har koi bhaga
pata chala fir vaar hua hai
maan desh ka taar-taar hua hai
muththi bhar ne aatank machaya
kuch surakshit nahi humein bataya
bebasi pe sharm kam na thi
rakt vahini bhi garm kam na thi
dil num sa tha khakhi ko khoon mein sana dekh
ek goli ki rifle ka AK se samana dekh
bijli, petrol bachane mein dhyan logon ab tak kum gaya tha
par vyang dekhein vidhi ka, ab bhay se bombay tham gaya tha
NEWs valon ne bhi khud ki badai ka mauka kahan chodna tha
Netaon ko bhi vipaksh ki reedh ko todna tha
ek shabd toh fir har kisi ne, dua ka bola hi hoga
nirdosh lahu behta dekh, khool sabhi ka khaula bhi hoga
fir jeet mili, sekdon lashon pe chalke
shahidon ki kurbaaniyon pe ashk bhi kai chalke
ab yeh jeet bhi kitni jeet hai sab hi jaante hein
kal bhi dhamaka ho sakta hai hone ko, sab hi maante hein
sawal anginat hein mann-mastiksh mein sabke
bhool baithe hein jinhe, pratyaksh ke shor mein dabke
sab gyan dikhana, aakrosh jatana chahte hein
milke sabhi mombattiyan jalana chahte hein
par prateekvad bhi fir koi hal hai
jab samasya itni viral hai
shhhhhhh....chup karo, ab mat kaho
itne saalon ki tarah bas maun raho
jahan itne saal vahin kuch der aur sahi
urja ki barbaadi bhi hogi nahi
par antar hai is maun mein logon
bolo mat par soch na roko
socho socho samay lo chahe
yojna par hum aisi banayein
ki lakshya tak pahocnne ki tayyiyari se niklein
na vapas ghoomein, na girein, na fislein
bachpan se buraiyon pe bol bol ke thak gaya hun
ab kuch samay mein maun hi rahunga
jab naya kuch hoga kehne ko paas mere
naye kal ke liye, us din seena thok ke kahunga
varna maun hi rahunga...maun hi rahunga.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Sard subah aur School bus.


bhaari sa basta blazer pe tikane ki koshish karte
blazer ke button khule, tie latki, bhahen chadhi style marte thand mein marte
tadke subah dhundh mein bus stop pe vicharte
ek saal badi senior ko dekh ke aahein bharte
hum school bus ka intezaar karte the

schooli kaydon se toh bhali-bhanti vakif the hum
par stop aur class mein achchi ladkiyon ki sankhya thi kum
toh marta kya na karta mann bechara bana besharm
baat ka koi chor toh mile, itna sa par reh jata tha gum
pehli hi sidhi pe fisalne se darte the

yahan dil liye baitha tha kitne hi armaan
vahan voh yeh na keh de, jaan na pehchan mein tera mehman
kehte the khud ko soch kuch toh bus aane se pehle budhdhiman
pandrah minute baad agli subah tak rahoge varna fir anjaan
sardi se akade huae humare lab bhi bas 'hi hello' pe thaharte the

hothon ko gol kar fukne valon ki tarah dhuan udana bhi achcha hi tha
bada stylish lagta tha mujhe toh, aakhir mein bhi bachcha hi tha
voh kya sochti thi pata nahi par mera prayatna sachcha hi tha
vaise bhi sochte the hum ki milna toh humein gachcha hi tha
aur cigarette ki style toh isliye ki hum din raat TV jo charte the

dhundh se pare har bus ki chamakti roshni mann baitha jaati thi
'aaj toh baat kar nalayak' dimaag mein yahi baat aati thi
kabhi kabhi do kadam badhane ki takat aa bhi jaat thi
par voh dekhti jais hi humein toh kabhi baste mein kuch kho jata toh kabhi lace khul jaati thi
mand muskaan uski khoob samajhte the

khatam hone aayi sardi parikshaon ka samay ho chala tha
humne toh svikar liya tha ki humara bhagya hi khokhla tha
duniya bhar mein padhai ko lekar ho hulla tha
yah prem shastra toh chodo aur kuch bhi nikle toh bhala tha
pitaji ke badey haath ki kalpana kar bhi siharte the


umeedein toh chod chuke the ab bas chootne hi vali thi vardi
dimag mein badhti jaa rahi thi teji se vaicharik gardi
humne socha chodo ab alag shifts mein chadoge yun bhi tum agli sardi
tabhi prabhu ko hui humse tanik humdardi
aakhir pooja paath kar hi sawarte the

thand ko pankh se lag gaye ek haath kandhe par jo aya
hum palte, khud ko chimti kaati, isi duniya mein paya
aasmani us apsara ne humari ore madad ka haath badhaya
pichle saal ki 'pariksha bodh' lene ghar pe humein bulaya
fir hum nachte the, gaate the, uchalte the
jab hum school bus ka intezaar karte the.

Insaan Rote Hein.


kya burai hai rone mein
bure khayalon ko aansuon se dhone mein
sab theek hoga sab kehte hein
yeh toh hum bhi jaan ke baithe hein
par tab tak kya kare insaan bechara
kya galat hai lena kuch aansuon ka sahara
filhal toh koi vajah nahi muskurane ki na
toh kya khali chehra liye bas ghumte rehna?
fir abhi hai samay toh thoda ro hi liya jaye
itna bura bhi hai kya rona zara humein batayein
aye toh the sab hi rote huae
fir roye kai baar cheezon ko paate-khote huae
toh itni badi kya baat hai ki roya hai koi
bas ek aur kriya hi maan lo, jaise chalta, gaata, soya hai koi
insaan rote hein. insaan rote hein.
fir kyun log aankhon mein aansun roke hote hein
adhura sa mein mehsuus karta hun mein, samsya thodi gambheer
beeta samay hai kafi lekin nahi baha naino se neer
kitna insaan bacha hun mein ek viral prashn ban pada hai
aayine mein pratibimbh mera jaisa pashaan but koi khada hai
kyun na roye koi puchta hai duniya se yeh sawali
jeevan ke is mool bhav ke bina kya nahi yeh jeevan khaali
insaan rote hein. sweekarne mein samajhdari hai
rone se dushmani kar baithi duniya ke dil tabhi toh bhari hein
zindagi ko pura jiyo logon ki sunke adhoori toh na chodo
uska hi abhinn bhag hein aansun tumhare, unhe roke huae bandh ko ab todo
duniya ke liye toh muskurahtein hoti hi hein
khud ke liye bhi toh rakh lo
aankhon se behte namak ko kabhi hothon ke kinaron pe chakh lo
insaan rote hein. insaan rote hein.
shareer pe jami ghutan, tanav, rosh ityadi ki parton ko
aansuon se dhote hein
insaan insaan hote hein
rote hein